Day Two Haiku

Strength is coming now
I remember how to breathe
But I'm scared to death

Day One Haiku

I remind myself
I am here because of me
This is what I need

i want to feel full
and be full
and be okay
i want to be full of life
of beauty
of potential
of possibilities
i want to feel full
and be full
and be okay
i want to feed my soul
and dance in my body
and love it all the while
i want to fill myself with unconditional love
and leave it at that.

the power of words; written of spoken...hold no meaning.
i want to feel the power of humankind, i want to feel the desire to love and be loved in return.

I want to ride my bare feet into pristine clay, feeling the rush;
permeating though the soles of my feet; my toes, covering me in earth. Oh Blessed, how I need you now more than ever.
I am forgetting the magical transition from heels to flats. To be as God made me; imperfect and beautiful.

I want to find my spiritually through gazing in the darkness of dark, flicking each star as if they might fall, they do, but i live them unconditionally regardless.

I want to know somewhere, somehow, this Being resides. I beg upon you, please help me with this ambiguity. I need you now, as I have always needed needed you. But now more than ever, I want to know you. I want to believe in you without having to change my morals and values.

my words.my still words. but if you are there please show me the ways in my life that you manifest yourself. I know that defies faith, but please let there a Being far greater than human kind.

Things that make me Happy

• sunshine
• yoga
• cooking
• making lists
• getting sleep
• laughing
• asparagus
• getting my favorite parking spot
• wild flowers growing in our yard
• winston and bella
• jepoardy
• fast-fowarding through commercials
• feel-good movies
• lavender chocolates
• good wine
• getting paid to do homework
• actually doing my homework
• cuddling with aaron
• pen-pals
• using the perfect pen for th day
• daily planners
• being in love
• highlighters
• writing poetry
• music for the moment
• quiet time
• sora
• sleeping naked
• cheese cheese cheese
• pleasant surprises
• grocery shopping
• warm sheets
• watching kitties play
• baaaabies
• giving and receiving good advice
• picnics
• strong coffee
• wikipedia
• people making a difference
• student publications
• the scent of Light Blue
• letting go of the past
• listening to aaron sing and play guitar
• soft blankets
• humor
• routines
• kissing
• aquafor
• sweaters
• being barefoot
• clear nights
• when my flowers don't die