the power of words; written of spoken...hold no meaning.
i want to feel the power of humankind, i want to feel the desire to love and be loved in return.

I want to ride my bare feet into pristine clay, feeling the rush;
permeating though the soles of my feet; my toes, covering me in earth. Oh Blessed, how I need you now more than ever.
I am forgetting the magical transition from heels to flats. To be as God made me; imperfect and beautiful.

I want to find my spiritually through gazing in the darkness of dark, flicking each star as if they might fall, they do, but i live them unconditionally regardless.

I want to know somewhere, somehow, this Being resides. I beg upon you, please help me with this ambiguity. I need you now, as I have always needed needed you. But now more than ever, I want to know you. I want to believe in you without having to change my morals and values.

my words.my still words. but if you are there please show me the ways in my life that you manifest yourself. I know that defies faith, but please let there a Being far greater than human kind.