my dad was supposed to be out of the hospital four days ago. i've never seen him so sick.
i have no issue with having to be the one to get everything finished; the cooking, the christmas shopping, the taking and picking up from school, the running back between denver and boulder.
i spent last night in the hospital with my dad, i'm the two of combined got no more than 2 hours of sleep. apparently this is impossible for anyone who hasn't directly experienced it to understand, but these everyday tasks feel impossible.
part of why i am so upset is because i had been doing so much better, and my god, what a relief it was. but here i am again, melodramatic and overreacting.
but FUCK seriously, no one has any idea what this feels like. i'm going to scream if one more person tells me the following:
you're overreacting
you're being selfish
it'll be okay
everything's alright
this is only temporary
we all feel like this right now
dont fucking yell at me for "overreacting" when you of all people should know why this is so hard for me right now.
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